Anxiety Killing Me, I Just Want To Leave Earth.
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I didn't think there could ever be a turn around.
Everyday when I wake up, I just lay there in bed staring at the ceiling and wishing I could postpone having to get up from bed to begin the routine of the day.
Anxiety killing me, I just want to leave earth. It didn't seem like the coming future had any good intentions towards me.
With a demanding job that pays for only a fraction of my life's demand, every day was guaranteed to be exhausting.
I got fed up, quit the job and had to live on the charity of my parents and I couldn't tell you which was worse.
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Waking up every day in my parents house, having breakfast, lunch, and dinner. Having no money in my pocket and no money in the bank either.
Made me realized who my real friends were and that life can change even before you know it.
Doing house chores to try to justify my stay.
Walking aimlessly around the street and getting high on weed trying to get my mind right.
The only person who you need to depend on is God.
Human beings irrespective of how you are related to them can be so unreliable.
And God though mostly slow to answers, always hears every prayers.
In reality, the only person to depend on is you, because God is not gonna be the one to choose which path you are going to follow.
Take time to be alone, think about how to turn it all around.
Maybe start afresh.
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