So Far Away.

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There used to be a time when we couldn’t go through a day successfully without talking to each other, no matter how far away we were from each other. These days it seems we go for months without even talking to each other, we are both carried away with being other versions of ourselves and we seem to have abandoned the version of us that brought us together and gifted us with a love which for a while filled us with happiness.

These days it seems that you are so far away, and even though I always remember you, long for you, wish that you were here with me, and I’m convinced that I will never stop loving you. These days I no longer call as frequently as I used to and you almost never call at all, so that the day you do call always seem to become special, like a significant symbol.

These days we no longer live in neighbouring cities, though I’m still living in my old city, you have travelled so far away to another city filled with its own sights and sounds, celebrities and scum. These days I find that I’m almost never worried about you, and while I still care deeply that you are okay, I no longer really care about the process that guarantees your safety and comfort. I no longer feel the need to comfort you, or the need to be comforted by you.

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These days I just go through the motions of the day, comforted by the knowledge that no day lasts longer than 24 hours and all I really have to do is be patient and let each day play out, up until the last one. Although some nights when I’m lying alone in the solitude of my room, I miss you and reminisce about the good times, the feel of your skin, the curves and shape of your body.

The words of encouragement and advice you give and the warmth of our love making. Nights like these makes me want you back, to close the distance between us and rekindle the passions of our abandoned love, but whenever I call you I’m reminded of your betrayal and I’m afraid to trust you again. Instead we just exchange pleasantries like good old friends do.

We never mention the past much, nor do we make any concrete plans for the future, because apparently we are too absorbed with being polite and respectful. I no longer dream of a future for us. It seems that I have come to terms with the fact that you are so far away and mostly discourage myself from bridging the gap because I am afraid that a second heartbreak suffered at your hands would be impossible for me to recover from.


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Here's a link for you to download and enjoy Martin Garrix & David Guetta in this song titled "So far away". Enjoy!


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