Pills And Portions.

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The greatest hurt I ever felt did not happen as
I had imagined. I had imagined a gruesome kind of pain
characterized mainly by terrified screaming and an abundance of
blood and gore. I never for once imagined that I would be the one
inflicting such a great pain upon myself. These pains, I imagined will be
inflicted on me by some wild beasts, or the evil and deranged evolutions of man.
I was so wrong to assume.

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The greatest hurt I ever felt happened the second I realized that somehow
I had lost my love. My memories it seemed, blinded my mind and all I could
see and think about was her and how wonderful a time it was being embraced in
the warmth of her love. How far apart we were never seemed to matter, "I'll
be seeing you soon" she always used to say, and that was always enough.
We watched the skies as the day gave way to night and stars shone brightly, glittering
in the skies. We talked for hours and there was never a scarcity of things to talk about.
We shared jokes and it was my fave thing to do, making her smile, because of how
her smile brings out her dimples and how the beauty of it steals my breath every time.