Where Are You Now?

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I am sitting at my desk at work and trying very hard to defeat the boredom that plagues me at the office whenever I have too much time on my hands and nothing exactly challenging or interesting doing. I have been reading a book by an author named Jackie Collins and titled “American Star” for the past 3 hours and have tried to give it my utmost concentration because it tells a very exciting story about two ill-fated lovers.
This book reminds me of you, and all the memories have come flooding back, reminding me of how much we used to be in love and how much we used to hate each other. How much I used to wish I had never met you and how much I have pretended not to miss you since you slipped away from my life.
I can’t help but wonder, “Where are you now?” Do you still think of me? Do you still miss me maybe? Would you ever forgive me? Is there even a chance for me in your present?

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There was a time when most of my friends predicted that we were going to get married and I used to get angry at them for their misguided prophecies. Not because I didn’t think you’d make an excellent wife, but because I was young, dumb and reckless.
Living my life like nothing mattered but the present, and truly the present I have discovered bitterly is all that matters. What I wonder though was how I couldn’t see what was before me before I made the careless mistake of losing it. I should have been saying an Amen to the overzealous presumptions of my friends who had wished marriage upon us.
Now in this present time, reading this fictitious book and recognizing too many similar circumstances that we were caught up in, and how my past self made all the wrong choices that have now ultimately led to your being inaccessible to me and any hope of a reconciliation looking like an impossible feat.
I can’t help but wonder, “Where are you now?”


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