Regrets And Mistakes Are Memories Made.

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I was barely seveenteen years old, when we first met while i was out on an evening stroll around the neighbourhood. I can't quite honestly say why i was attracted to her as i watched her walk in front of me but some how i knew i just had to talk to her.
For some few minutes i maintained the distance that separated us from each other as i thought out what i was going to say. Almost as if she noticed that someone was following her, she looked behind and for a few seconds our eyes met and held before she broke her gaze away.

I could feel my heart beat accelerating as my heart almost leaped out of my throat, the pulse at my neck throbbing so hard like a heartbeat of it's own. Somehow, fear had taken a hold of me, fear of the unknown, fear of rejection and a crazy excitement at the prospect of an adventure.
I hastened my steps and soon caught up with her, almost walking by her side. Again she turned and looked directly at me, and i felt my throat dry up, and try as i might i couldn't for the life of me understand why only one stare could have so much power over me.

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I could never understand why or remember what i might have said, but the walk ended with us exchanging contacts and shortly after, barely two weeks after, we started dating.
Naturally, i soon became confident and like every other couple our age, we began experimenting with sex. Our friendship also grew stronger, we could fight for days and not talk to each other, but that was only when we were away from each other, because whenever we found ourselves together no matter where we met, the passion was too great to let a little disagreement quench it.
We could spend hours in bed cuddling and sharing gossips and laughs, we almost never cared for going out to public places.

It was a thrill being with her but then she wasn't the only one that i was with and soon she found out. Things went south pretty fast when she did, this time, we were not just quarrelling and arguing alot, we also started fighting alot and in public too.
It seemed the perfect thing to do was to break up our relationship and move on. We did that when i turned twenty-one. But i never did forget her, neither did i stop loving her, only i didn't know that i was in love with her, not until she was gone and i felt so alone even in the embrace of another, constantly wishing i could have her again, this time forever, maybe.


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