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I've been really waiting.

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Photo credit: Google images The tables turned on me and I had to pull a flower from the arse of an imaginary donkey to try and make it all seem better. My smiles like diamonds reflects the light you brought into my life. And a vase for my flower I could not find. I realize how many disciplines, knowing you has exposed me to. I wish you could realize how much of me is because of you, every bit of flesh, hair and bones, part of me like the blood running through my veins. Photo credit: Google images I've been really waiting, for a time to catch your attention. Hoping as I sought for an audience that I could successfully communicate my thoughts like sticking usb dongles into computers. My days are like pages in a fiction novel, my nights the picture of a lonely man, my work becoming my passion. I have made a promise and I like to build trust, so I will be true to my pledge. And I've been waiting a long time for me to do what's on my mind. Photo credi...

It's Just The Way I Feel.

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Photo credit: Google images I feel like my state of being is like a favorite movie channel for my creator. Like the big brother hit reality show. Spotlight's always on, the bigger light for the day and the lesser for the night. Trust in God, put not thy hopes on any man not even the man responsible for the birthing of you. And the rib was ripped out, and out of it was formed new flesh, a companion to be unto man, ordained to be subjected to the head. It's not that I don't know these things, it's not that I've been denied of sight. It's not that I do not notice these happenings. Leave your offerings by the altar if thou be wrought of thy brother, and make peace with him before making thy offerings. Make yourself holy, but remember still that all have sin and have fallen short. And the lies never really end, do they? But those of truth know to look upon the Lord. Photo credit: Google images I feel like we are all chasing our tails. What in...

Pray for my enemies.

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Photo credit: Google images Over the waters, and covered in darkness. Created out of nothing, in the east eternity lies wait in the middle of a garden. My worries are not for myself. I do not fear for the lights have never changed, hanging in the vaults of the sky they witness the changing of time. Pray for my enemies, for they know not why they set forth toward me the ills of their heart. They turn to despise me for the wrongs that they suffer. Sometimes I have incurred their hate and have provoked it and other times I have been innocent. Pray that they are affected positively by thoughts of me, that the evil they wish for me, be terminated from their heart. Photo credit: Google images Guide and protect me from their hand of wrath, that when they shall be vexed and strike out at me, your mighty shield will prevent the strength of their blow from crushing my bones. Make them tire of their spite towards me, and create a day when they will extend a hand of friendship...

Staring at the World through my rearview!

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Photo credit: Google images It's called reality, and though some pretend like it's invisible, it's in fact what happens, what we see evpresent Some try to complain about it, others would try to analyze it like scholars, while some will argue about history and current affairs quite like illiterates. A few don't really care about it because they decide what it will be, and have always embraced time in whatever form it may decide to appear. If you're gonna play the game, you need to learn to play it well. Photo credit: Google images Every gambler knows that the secret to surviving is knowing what to throw away and knowing what to keep. And life is the biggest gamble, every hand a win or a loss. Emancipation of the mind, to discover one's own truths and a path to follow. No one creature without it's duplicate, and in a pack the alpha always leads. The aces always win, and 21 makes a blackjack. Money rules the world, and the stake increase...

You're a natural.

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Photo credit: Google images Out of the mind and born of thoughts. A smile conveys so much. The sounds of the night becomes more pleasant, and the cool gentle breeze soothes the skin like a massage. Eureka! What a marvel it is to behold. The veils are removed and the true nature revealed, but it took ages to discover real art. Made of stone, then turned to gold, feelings so rich it shatters poverty. Abundant joy, abundant love, beautiful memories, treasures never buried. You're a natural, an Original. Photo credit: Google images And some days are merry while others a burden. So many days gone, each taking it's toil. And it is said, time and chance happens to them all. For in the break of dawn it all begins all over and whatever horrors or luck you stumble upon was predestined. Time ticks, an age is gone by, and choices made in error takes a lot of time to correct. You are one in more than a trillion people all over God's own planet. You...

I'm not from this world. (I awoke, I'm awake. "

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Photo credit: Google images "I awoke, I'm awake." I walk along this path frequently, I know every junction and every turn, and every time the obstacles I encounter along the way are never exactly the same. The battles are sometimes fierce and daunting, other times are mild and as easy to be written off as just a little nuisance. I realize it's going to always be this way, a conundrum of confusions and decisions. I am not from this world, I awoke, I'm awake. Photo credit: Google images Tell me what to do, teach me how to be the one. I believe that I have moments of brilliance, but I do not want to have to figure it out, I want a contract for life, doing the things I love and the things that makes me happy, looking at the bright side of every opportunity and disappointment. I don't want to have to struggle because I keep doing my best to please you, and it's not appreciated because I've been doing it the wrong way. I am not from thi...

We watch the day go by.

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Photo credit: Google images The first second of the day caught me fluttering open my eyelids, disoriented for but just a few seconds. I’m alive again. Somehow; I can never tell how it is decided who wakes up out of slumber and who doesn’t, neither can anybody else I imagine. My next thought is of you. God, I do hope you are alright, alive and well. Photo credit: Google images I rise up and embrace the new dawn, with as much enthusiasm as I can muster, nothing to be scared of, nothing but my own decisions. I hope nothing I choose comes up to bite me in the ass later. It wouldn’t be the first time though, but I’ve learnt that it’s always safer and way better to be happy and contented about my choices than otherwise. You made me realise just how much one decision can change everything for the rest of one’s life. And I’m so glad that I get to think of you. Even more glad to have been introduced. Photo credit: Google images We watch the day go by, you are there and...