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We watch the day go by.

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Photo credit: Google images The first second of the day caught me fluttering open my eyelids, disoriented for but just a few seconds. I’m alive again. Somehow; I can never tell how it is decided who wakes up out of slumber and who doesn’t, neither can anybody else I imagine. My next thought is of you. God, I do hope you are alright, alive and well. Photo credit: Google images I rise up and embrace the new dawn, with as much enthusiasm as I can muster, nothing to be scared of, nothing but my own decisions. I hope nothing I choose comes up to bite me in the ass later. It wouldn’t be the first time though, but I’ve learnt that it’s always safer and way better to be happy and contented about my choices than otherwise. You made me realise just how much one decision can change everything for the rest of one’s life. And I’m so glad that I get to think of you. Even more glad to have been introduced. Photo credit: Google images We watch the day go by, you are there and...

Don't talk to me if you think I'm dumb

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Sometimes I wonder what you think about me, sometimes I wonder how well you think you know me. You say the damnedest things, your thoughts may not seem illogical, sometimes they even deserve some merit, but you never can communicate them without making it seem like I don't know what you are talking about. You tell me that I don't understand your worries, whereas I believe that I do. I hate that you don't trust me, I've waited years hoping that you will. Somehow I finally understood my position where you are concerned. You pull at me like a puppet on a string, and expect me to dance to the tune you play, still you show me no true commitment. I could wait, for you to be different, a bit more loyal and less paranoid, but I'm not sure if that's even possible. I'm patient, I could try to stick it through, my only fear is for it all to be in vain. And here's a link to download and enjoy "Bob Marley" in this tune he titled "Wa...

No such thing as a life that's better than yours.

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If wishes were roses, or gold jewelries and designer clothing, for some it still won't be enough. Dreams of luxury, visions of success. Why wish for another man's downfall or envy the kind of lifestyle he leads? There's a price which must be paid, and a disciplined sacrifice laid down over time. Still nothing changes unless someone does something to change it. Bottom line, there's no such thing as a life that's better than yours, all souls are made equals, to feel and to find their destiny. If truly you want it, there's no trick or magic involved, you have to go and get it. Master mind and study the path on which to tread, and lest you may stumble and fall into temptation, a stitch in time saves nine, penance and repentance all that is required. Take a deep breath and realize that it's your life and not a movie script that you are acting, every move and every decision should somehow count for something. No one can tell of the dangers...

No post code envy.

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Longitude and latitude, altitude or depths, moving around as points on a compass pointing either North, South, East or West, and it's been said that everything is all about real estate, even in neighborhoods never to be envied. It's no post code envy, the address where I reside. The people that makes up the community, and the rulers of the neighborhood.  Everybody's like caskets of champagne, waterproof iPhones, nightclubs, karaoke bars and lounges. Shopping malls and hotels, gold chains and dreadlocks. Selfies that show just how much self absorbed the new generations are and policing that's just almost as evil as the crime they are supposedly fighting. Hope is lost on the government, and representatives are mostly representing their own interests. My friends and we've cracked the code, we spend our minutes being natural, and every one who knows us know that we're fine with this, we didn't come for money. Luckily we aren'...

Lyrics to go: Lorde "Royals".

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"Royals" [Verse 1] I've never seen a diamond in the flesh I cut my teeth on wedding rings in the movies And I'm not proud of my address, In a torn-up town, no postcode envy But every song's like gold teeth, grey goose, trippin' in the bathroom Blood stains, ball gowns, trashin' the hotel room, We don't care, we're driving Cadillacs in our dreams. But everybody's like Cristal, Maybach, diamonds on your timepiece. Jet planes, islands, tigers on a gold leash. We don't care, we aren't caught up in your love affair. And we'll never be royals (royals). It don't run in our blood, That kind of luxe just ain't for us. We crave a different kind of buzz. Let me be your ruler (ruler), You can call me queen Bee And baby I'll rule, I'll rule, I'll rule, I'll rule. Let me live that fantasy. [Verse 2] My friends and I—we've cracked the code. We count our dollars on the train to the party. ...

I can stay here like forever.

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I can stay like here forever, I don't think I mind just being here. Time is but an illusion, but I've heard people say that it's been forever since they've been here, like it's such a bad luck being just here. Home is where the heart belongs. It's such a miracle to see a new dawn and look around to find you still here. I tried to not believe in love, I felt it meant always being together. I used to love waking up next to you, still would like to have that, the way my mind goes blank at the first sight of you beside me, like you were only permitted in my dreams. In your arms, I could feel forever. The world may never end until I'm long dead and forgotten, but for every second that I have life and every moment that I dream, I could stay right here forever in your arms. I want to wake up every morning and see your sweet face, your one cheek dimple and the scar in the middle of your cleavage. My everything, my first true love, I can still see f...

Weep not for roads untraveled.

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The unknown will always remain a mystery for some, while for others it poses the ultimate challenge, curiosity pounding on the door of their thoughts, reluctant to leave well enough alone. Once upon a time, ambitions were like wishes and just because you wish it to be it becomes real. Choices made carefully, and wisdom shared equally. Weep not for what is lost, but forge ahead to discover that which is worth more. Let not your heart be troubled, in time it will all be nothing but a sad memory but without new treasures to fill the void it will be the most painful history, for what was lost began a genesis of sorrows so great that they age and multiply by each day gone by. Mistakes made can be corrected, sins committed can be forgiven, repentance is a gift only to those whom really are sober, while temptations remain still, and it's just a matter of how long before again we fall into sin, but for the present time seek not the damning past but the glory of a future unk...